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" My fingers," said Elizabeth, "do not move over this instrument in the masterly manner which I see so many women's do. They do not have the same force or rapidity, and do not produce the same expression. But then I have always supposed it to be my own fault- because I would not take the trouble of practising. It is not that I do not believe my fingers as capable as any other woman's of superior execution. "

  Darcy smiled and said, "You're perfectly right. You have employed your time much better. No one admitted to the privelege of hearing you can think anything wanting. We neither of us perform to strangers."

awwcsh.

It is the enid blyton cat! For all those who dwell in the same childhood years would know. That was the only species of cat I could stand beside and stroke its fur. I saw my cat yesterday.

OMG at number sixteen of (icon) fusedbulb.



14. I had to drink milk from the milk bottle till i was nine years old.

15. I didnt know how to tie shoe laces until i was thirteen!

16. I love to take walks on my own to the places around my place, and pretend to be a tourist.

17. I hava a fetish for richard gere-like old males.

18. I HATE BIRD NEST FERN AND ALL SPORES.

19. I was so shocked that...SoMeone......wore a bikini.

20. I am really bad at English, I cant do grammar for nuts.

21. MY dream is to go to Alaska and see the northern lights!

22. I am not an avid fan of marriage, very very sceptical.

23. I love lime flavored gums.

24. I  wrote a HUGE (HAPPY BRITHDAY ) for myself on the whiteboard when i was in Primary 3, so that everyone would get me something, (and they did) I wouldnt if i were them.

25. I cant sleep with people snoring in close proximities

I dont know how to put it up on facebook so i am following (icon)fusedbulb, to reply to the tag by (icon)euphemism_y.



1) I love to get high on alcohol.


2) I LOVE to dance,having said that, i secretly like phuture without gross guys.

3) I like the idea of having my meals outdoor when it is raining.

4)I like parties and socialising and getting to know more people, when i am NOT TIRED THAT IS.

5)I wished i had taken a major like literature or history, but have no guts.


6) I adore people who love music as much as i do, or even more, (JAMIE, WOON i know you are the somebody) TO the extent of feeling very very excited and breathless.

7) I think good looking bungs are better looking than good looking men.

8) MY family is damn weird, everyone is almost humorous in a different way.

9) I want to have porcelain white skin.

10) I am contemplating to stay in Japan for a couple of years.

11) I am a very very lazy person at home, i like to throw my filthy clothes on the table.

12) I was very very depressed about my abnormal teeth scaffold when i was in J1.

13) I like sleeping with people, not in that way.

OK I MUST COMPLAIN.
 
GOD, i need more time and more sleep, and more of You.

AHHHHH.
am i so nonsensical.
I know i annoy people with my nonsense. But i dont say things for fun, they really existed in my thoughts.

  Mentally exhausted from prancing around for days. I need my sleep back, I cannot understand why do people need lesser sleep. First, it isnt healthy and WE HUMANS are made to sleep/rest. What are eyelids for?
  I cant quite spend and therefore declare myself to stay at home or indulge in expenditure-free activities. I have to go overseas, again. And as much as i want to go with them, its just the inherent idea in me to not want to spend from my parents' and I am the one enjoying myself. It dont quite get me, and its for myself of course. GRR, sometimes i wished i have less of a conscience. OK but, if i am the parenting one, i dont mind spending on my kids. THASK, its tough nut.
  Morning was good, driving on the ECP while the sun is rising is tranquil. With denise, the safe driver and very precious friend. It really made me embrace adulthood more. There are just so much satisfaction in the little things that we do now. Rather than being the young angsty teen that laments about all that didn't happen. Sent Jaslyn off to mission trip, declined Horrible AIRPORT coffeebean breakfast though.
  Slept for some time before going to JIEN"S BIG DAY, that was planned small and everyday-like. FREEZING WHILE hiding from jien but i realised i wasnt supposed to hide! Lunch/Tea at Tea Cosy bt eclectic attic. I think its funny how karine likes that level of her anatomy. Making checklist was new, never had such a realistic checklist. I often write checklist when i was young; TOP SCHOOL, BEAT WHOEVER IN MATH etc.
  I don't like antique very much I realised. I like wood, zen, white wash, linen, teak furnitures.
Well, to me, I wouldnt mind that. NOT HINTING, jien. AND Captain Amerika. I want to be outdoor though. I just need board games, laughter and savoury food for birthday. No cream cakes, and i actually grew out of cakes. HAHAHAHA OK WHY DOES THAT SOUND SO FUNNY. Why did all of us degenerate to elusiveness. I think its a general vibe dwelling in our adulthood. Hope it doesn't really get to us, prematurely. WE STILL HAVE TO PARTY! LIKE LAUGH AND HAVE FUN. Besides musing off minor-keyed songs and depression made into films.
  So before I myself turned twenty, i am getting rid of my excess cynicism that is mixed up with the spirit of discernment. Be painfully honest, and stop escaping from real, STOP.

Lord can you hear me now.

 #1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will feel betrayed, and erm, cry i guess!
#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
well,  living abroad and being sufficient!
#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
SEATTLE!

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Aint confused but, just deterred.
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
Be sincerely good to my friends, humour humour me, intellectually abled to argue with me on a reasonable platform.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I think it will be loving someone who loves you HAHAHHAHAHAHA ok not answering the question.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love
Long, is an understatement. Wait, for?

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
ARGH. SCREAM AND YELL.  I guess its just wait and wallow in misery.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YES, the fact that money is not recyclable.
#10. What do you want most in life?
Look good, feel loved, and love. SERIOUSLY, its not cheesy at all right.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
HAHA urgh well i always feel tag has a really subtle negative connotation. 

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Watching history channel and seeing myself interviewed.

#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
Mum and Dad. Please stop asking me to choose, cause its happening everyday.
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-_-, ok i like her.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich. POOR SUCKS.
#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
A REALLY TINY BEAR that doesnt pass motion.
#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
Being jealous, i get jealous so easily.

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
lazy, weird, over-analytical.
#19. What do you define as a bad day?
when i am tired, and people start pushing!
#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
LOVE, i love friendships


I TAG NOONE

tired of being the second to the best the third the fourth the fifth.

It had been a really hectic week with everyone out of reach and yea, actually its quite fun to make new friends afterall.

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Hate me, because its so much better, to know that i still exist and i still have a place in your heart. 

Just because, we are defined by the mistakes we make, i have to condone it. Because it makes me grow, so i have to accept what it takes to pay. We then appreciate the introduction of currency from shells to dimes, that we get to choose the mode of payment.  You was what it took to pay for my blunder and so i have to make it worthy enough, but there seems to be nothing that i can ever do to make it worhty, make it ever worthwhile. So would you take my hand again, would you? I was your best pal, and you are my best pal.

So, i kept my heart in a closed jar and chose to fill it with luke warm water. To feel comforted.

heeee

you flee me ism - (noun) when an individual attempts to run away from another, due to fear, hatred, angst etc.( you flee me-adj.)

 

HAHAHAHA here's your prezzie. STAY ANGSTY -_-, unpredictable, and erm. VIDEOGENIC YES! hahahhahaha hope to have er more video conferencing and heee mr ducky showcases!

WHEE, love from the MISSY
take note of the mood hahahaha

1) BURN DOWN NTU

  
An addict is an addict. It doesn't matter whether the Addict is white, black, yellow or green, rich or poor or somewhere in the middle, the most famous on the planet or the most unknown. It doesnt matter whether the addiction is drugs, alcohol, crime,sex, shopping, food, gambling, television, or the fucking flinstones. The life of an addict is always the same. There is no enjoyment,no glamour, no fun. There are no good times, there is no joy,there is no happiness. There is no future and no escape. There is only an obsession. To make light of it, brag about it, or revel in the mock glory of it is not in any way or shape or from related to it truth, and it is all that matters, the truth.

And, we are addicted to perfection.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POMPIPOM ELMOEMOONTHEELMSTREET
helloo! what will i do without you!
i have faith in our never gone, low maintenance, perfect utils" star crossed relationship!


HEH! i promise you compensations for not being there on your BIG DAY! <3 print th-screen.








HAHA. my secret *****. you just have to make me happy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO YOUUUUUUU TOOOO SKINNYWIMP.

when i am with you,
i think i ate too much.




LASTLY. my long lost sister. Ms Spoilt
Yours is punctual. :)
HEH i have such a hard time searching for proper photos. We are either being weird, or torturing each other.
But, i think we never fail to land ourselves in very unfavourable situations, to pull through together.
happy birthday,
i cannot, for the life of me, imagine life without your randomity, crankiness, tantrums, nonsense. Well, next year onwards, blessings comes in a cardboard box alright! :] things will change, but my pact of sisterhood stands strong. And i'll stay true to it!

 Rv rawks. phew at least there weren't zzzz and xxx

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, to the one who shone my path in times of darkness, who took my hand in weariness.


YOU MAY NOT KNOW,
that you are one of the most logical, most coherent friend i ever made.(or should i say will ever make)
SO LAME, but still my love for u drown the mismatched sense of humour.
I liketh your queer(ok yeu i know u wanna comment) family, who taught me the art of listening to walls.
 
of course not forgetting your very nice hair on prom. ok me looking mamasan is an understatement.
BUT LOVE IN FIRST DEGREE, for seventh year, and still counting.
P.S i would love to have hair like u.

WHY. Why are we always trapped, in the maze of worries and held-backs?
1) people think they have a hundred years so they can live regretting ninety years of their lives.
2) regret is such beautiful sorrow... NAWT

i hope there was that spark of courage: to make me say what i have drafted in my mind, that is nowhere near its birth on earth.
What i need: two trucks of alcohol, voodoo magic, or hypnotising master.

the time will come
when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror, 
and each will smile at the other's welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all yourlife, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

                                           Derek Walcott

And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now

to peiyu: i was surprised u still rmb the calculator thing! lol. and don think that u've not been a good enough friend or smth. sometimes, i feel myself am. like cos im quite inflexible and conservative so like lao gu ban. but hey, thanks for always being there for me. like always the first to read my entries. always checking to see if im alright and if im not, u'll always call to ensure im fine. ur regular msgs to confirm my existence and how im coping. hah and i seldom initiate msgs lah. oops. hah but thanks man. like always qian jiu wo. and all the jokes to cheer me up and brighten my day like ur obsession over ur boo ahems and some ahem ke erm. lol. but i know u always put urself down and laugh at urself just to put a smile on our faces. and i really cannot imagine school without u lah. ah and im glad i met u! hah so cliche but ya. to think i thought u were some ___ (rv lianz)hahah. THANKS


HEE. ripped it off penguin's blog but yes. It was on my creation of be grateful day last year.


HOW I MISS YOU DEAR.